By: Raven BlackRose~ One moment I feel like crying, the next I want to scream. Every single day, it’s like living in a dream. Nothing seems to fit, every things all wrong. It’s like I’m living out the words, to an old country song.
I don’t know where I’m going, I’ve forgotten where I’ve been. Round and round I go, my emotions in a spin. I can’t seem to get a grasp, on where I need to be I can’t seem to find, that missing part of me.
I’m tired and I’m shaken, I don’t know what to do. I’m lost and confused, my heart no longer true. The walls are getting closer, I feel the need to flee. I’ve never been this lost, whats happening to me.
I want it all to stop, just simply go away. I’ve taken all I can, I can’t take another day. Feeling like this, I’m about to go insane. I’ve lost all my happiness, there’s nothing left but pain.
I’ve always been the strong one, always in control. I’ve never been this frightened, I can feel it in my soul. I’ve never felt this lost, I’ve never felt this weak. And I don’t even know anymore, what it is that I seek.